Monday, February 28, 2011
I contemplate it. more than contemplate, I have procured it. I have a job. and now I think I wish I hadn't. its stressing me out, and I haven't even started yet. bad sign. I keep almost emailing my new bosses and quitting before I even have my first day (real day I mean, we've already had like 6 hours of training) but I should give it a shot right? I had reasons for getting a job. Like, it would be nice to have cash around again, and I could meet new people, and talk to grownups. Walker would get a chance to solo parent on a more regular basis. They seem like stupid reasons now, but I am just suffering from mama anxiety. So, I should give it a shot. I will. But if it sucks, I'm totally going to quit. So there.