Monday, February 28, 2011
work?
I contemplate it. more than contemplate, I have procured it. I have a job. and now I think I wish I hadn't. its stressing me out, and I haven't even started yet. bad sign. I keep almost emailing my new bosses and quitting before I even have my first day (real day I mean, we've already had like 6 hours of training) but I should give it a shot right? I had reasons for getting a job. Like, it would be nice to have cash around again, and I could meet new people, and talk to grownups. Walker would get a chance to solo parent on a more regular basis. They seem like stupid reasons now, but I am just suffering from mama anxiety. So, I should give it a shot. I will. But if it sucks, I'm totally going to quit. So there.
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Well, then actually i wrote and quit today. too much bad feelings. no good feelings. happier now (except for feeling like i am a wanker for quitting this job that i said i would do). but this is better. i don't want to wait tables for 7-8 hours twice a week. yuck. I'd rather concentrate on my subbing, which doesn't stress me out since anytime i don't want to do it, i just say no.
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